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03 August 2011 @ 12:28 am
Maybe I'm just overwhelmed with these online courses I regret taking, or maybe it's Mercury in retrograde or whatever and I am downright depressed right now.

My best friend isn't much of a friend at all. She's too busy throwing herself at guys and getting drunk all night and sleeping all day to notice anything is wrong with me.

My boyfriend, who I love so very much, is over 4,000 miles away, and 7 hours ahead of me.

I'm getting 6-10 hours a week at my summer job. I was hoping to bring home $300 checks but I'm bringing home $70 checks. I know it's better than nothing but that won't get me back to Germany in December like I'm hoping...

So I'm trying to set up an LJ shop to sell a lot of my belongings but something always gets in the way. The DDoS attacks, my internet randomly disconnecting, photobucket not working...

I'm so incredibly lonely here.

I have a feeling once this week is over, things will be better. I really hope they'll be better.
Current Mood: sadsad
Criminally Inclined®: Concernprincealia on August 3rd, 2011 05:29 am (UTC)
This month seems especially shitty for everyone :\

☼ The Wanderlust Queen ☼luna_bones on August 5th, 2011 02:34 am (UTC)
Thanks <333

*shakes fist at August*
38 on August 3rd, 2011 07:19 am (UTC)
☼ The Wanderlust Queen ☼luna_bones on August 5th, 2011 02:34 am (UTC)
Danke *hugs back* :)
Matthias: snoopydramius on August 3rd, 2011 02:04 pm (UTC)
I wish I could do something to cheer you up... :(
☼ The Wanderlust Queen ☼luna_bones on August 5th, 2011 02:35 am (UTC)
Aw danke :) *hugs back*
Jade Ashleypurdynerdy on August 3rd, 2011 05:46 pm (UTC)
Things WILL get better, hun.
And I don't want to sound preachy or corny or anything but life is only as bad as you make it out to be:

Try your hardest to get the crappy classes over with - maybe make a playlist with new songs that you love to help you along the way, maybe ask Hendrik if you two can write letters or send small care packages until you're able to see each other, relish that you do have a job and at least some steady income - maybe see about working two jobs (waitressing is always good), call your friend and insist that you guys spend time together just you and her(and if not, then hang out with/find a friend who will give you all the motivation and support you need).

It's fine to be upset, but just keep a positive outlook and keep on trying hard with everything you do and everything will feel better and things will start falling into place!

"There's no use in grumbling
When the raindrops come tumbling
Remember, you're the one
Who can fill the world with sunshine " (...That's from Snow White, hehehe~)

Also, if the LJ shop is giving you trouble, I can list items for you on Ebay if you need fast payment - or you can just do an all-text post on specialty selling communities (like videogames4sale or garagesalejapan.

I'm here to help you with anything I can help you with.
Also, I hope it's not weird, but I'll PM you my phone number so we can talk if you'd like.~

Hears to a speedy recovery! ;)
- Jade<3
☼ The Wanderlust Queen ☼luna_bones on August 5th, 2011 02:38 am (UTC)
Thanks Jade, you can always cheer me up. :) ♥

I didn't think about doing an all-text post! That's a good idea.

I haven't seen Snow White in sooo many years, now I want to watch it again. x3

I'll PM you with my number. :)

amylovespink: H P // T R I Obelabellissima on August 4th, 2011 06:06 am (UTC)
Awww *hugs*

Sorry to hear that dear! Maybe you could get a second job? Or just use your spare time to get those online course done really quickly. I hope you feel better soon!!
☼ The Wanderlust Queen ☼luna_bones on August 5th, 2011 02:41 am (UTC)
*hugs back* :3

I'm going to try to find a second job, but so many places don't like it when people apply when they already have a job. I'm going to try to talk to my manager, and tell her how I'm trying to get back to Germany in December.